Memoirs of a blessed soul

There is something… Something which is troubling me Something which is giving me happiness.. Something which is creating a disturbance Something which is giving peace.. Something which is putting every moving thing to rest Something which is putting everything into motion.. Something which is driving me crazy Something which is giving nirvana.. There is something... Which is making me depressed at the current moment and rejoice the next moment There is something... Something which I wish to share Something which my heart denies to share Because it is afraid It is afraid that it will lose that particular thing forever if shared! There is something... Something which is not letting me find answers to all these questions There is something... Something which is not letting me enjoy the freedom The freedom of thoughts The freedom to make decisions The freedom to live the way I wish.. There is something... Something which is not al...

Expectations! Expectations! Expectations! Aah! They cause so much of dissatisfaction And become the reason of endless miseries If not dealt with, well in time! We say it's not good to expect or have feelings of possession Or expect certain kind of behaviour from someone  But, I feel it is all so complex!  Human nature seems so damn complex!  I feel like, we tend to turn our faces off the people who are behind us  And the people whom we are behind, turn off their faces from us!  Is this not a never-ending cycle?  Can't we have some sort of equilibrium?  Some sort of balance in between?  What is it when we expect something from someone?  Is it not our over-thinking levels  Which make us feel ignored and neglected  When that someone doesn't behave in the way we want him/ her to behave?  Why can't we accept the things the way they are, the way they are served to us!  And if we are getting hurt time and agai...